Why breakdowns appear out of sudden.

back from work. darn i breakdown just now.again for similar reasons.i guess the more i think about her the more it bothers me to feel what was my biggest mistake.i'm sad again today. If she read this tell her i'm very sorry. if there was another chance,i will really make her happy. 

Those moments that i thought i could forget is haunting me again.

Please forgive me and i know we both moved on.so only her words could make this relationship happen again. Please god.bless us again.