Super saturday

Days with nice weathers are hard to come by.
Days we can scream and shout are hard to come by.
Days where children run free are hard to come by.
Days where schools are closed are hard to come by.
Days where couples can have a date together are hard to come by.
Days where i can spent my time with you are hard to come by.
but believing that you are there for me won't be hard as long as i know,
that even when i'm busy.
i can still miss you Jiaqi :(

Draw for me with crayons.

I like color pencils.
You prefer crayons.
Just pass us the papers.
We shall draw a heart together.

And lastly below 'I love you'. <3



I miss you Jiaqi. :(

Wish me with a thousand candles

Your birthday is so far away..

But yet i dreamed many gifts to fit your descriptions.

The only one that suited you most was the precious moments i gave..

I am the light to brighten your life.

4 days of absence that leaves a mark to trail.

22/09/08

I joined lighting club. Finally i can make some cca points.

I wasn't in uniform, first appearance without a school uniform. What an impression to leave for the teachers. Anyway learned a thing or two such Led lights, lighting board(looks like a synthesizer). Mr John Lim was in charge of the club. Serious man i can say.

The lesson is sort of a refresher course for the newcomers. To familiarize with the equipment.

I can say it was great.. better not waste this opportunity.

Met Monstress after that.i went for break fast with her. I just couldn't decide where to eat and finally after choosing and stuff, i just go for the plain old chicken rice. She was the usual (avoiding dinner always).I pretty much supported her idea to be thin. So i have to be strict to watch her diet. We just sat nearby a park after that.We had so much to talk about. I just hold her most of the time and the best part was when she sleep on my shoulder. I wish i had a bit more flesh in my shoulder.. i was deemed to skinny. *winks*

So she was the girl that leaves me those marks of approval.

I will miss her again. <3

Smile for me and i hope it last.

I've just realized that i should update about my life instead writing some poets/lyrics until now.

Glad to know if there were any reader willing to read..I  don't know how a real blog should work but i just give it a go..I think my real blog should start in a few days.

Everyone start smiling and wait for the sun to set.Cheers

Today was the day we met again

JOYOUS! JOYOUS FOR ME!

i met her again today.

Feels like ice melting on me again.

The smell of her attracts me like a coat of paint.

WE JOKE! WE CURSE! WE'RE FEELING THE PULSE!

I LOVE YOU>I LOVE HER>I LOVE!!!!

We shall meet again with the pinches you left on me

This time i return with the kiss that sticks on you like a glue.

I'm the monster and you're the cookie

Hi dear,

              Where are you now?

Can't you see i'm searching for the red jar.

I was the blue bird that crosses your path.

You were the one that i talked about.

Are you feeling a bit joyous for our reunion.

I can't change the fact that You've fallen for me.

It's not the Blueberry pie that i feed you.

But it's was love that weaken your knees.

I hope you understand that one day.

I will appear again when you need me.

love 

Monster.

how could i let you go?

Pour my feelings out.

Sealing it carefully or it may wonder.

Harsh words are excuses.

Kissing begs for pleases.

i'm yours and you're mine.

Your long black hair reminds me.

That i usually run straight.

Now it seems i can left or the right.

With your hands now i can sprint.

Tireless thinking of you.

That being happy was already coming.

My watch says it's time.

Your heart says a little late is never a crime.

Feeling alright

Feeling alone is simply such a waste.

The fuel that feeds on you.

Slowly but definitely consuming you.

Knowing yourself is like reading that book.

One cannot measure love.

It requires another you for light to enter.

Dreams must not be taken away.

Or suffer without achievements.

you gotta let me know

People are targets.

Stones thrown like stones.

You missed if you're right.

You felt abused if it reaches you.

Why are people a device?

Treat us as humans please.

the persistent painter.

Paint me a picture.

The color red you insist on.

The color blue i requested for.

We can't make up our mind when we fight.

but pinching was the final stage.

You explained Atom is easy.

You said it many times but i won't listen.

I get a hold of your sight way too easily.

But you relieved me with that sinful smile.

Scratching your head when it gets too hard.

Losing yourself when i tease you.

Focus, i'm the cat and you are the mind.

If you wish tomorrow were in your hand.

you're missing today.

Text me please.

You've disappeared again today.

Is it a game that you love?

Was it just to prove my existence.

Look up at the sky.

You imagine objects.

I imagine you.

The world is full of imagery.

Only 'us' can make a better picture.

i hate to see the evening sun go down.

You were staring at the sea.

With eyes that gleamed for me.

Your hands were cold before i held.

Now there's life whenever there was me.

Why am i smiling so often.

You said it's where the real me is.

I don't seem to understand why you stated that.

As you make it clear that it's me that you adore.

some writings..

Slipped inside the beggar's mind.

The thoughts that arise.

Was it another problems that comes too early.

Times changed and so as the civilisation.

Peace didn't come much sooner.

Destruction was in their favors.

Killing was their game.

Where is the hope that one day there will be peace.

Let's hope the best will come.

Missing her everyday.

Why did i feel so clumsy today?

Is it the fact that i'm missing her too much.

The thoughts of having her here with me..

It never always turn up like i wanted her too.

She have her life too..i have mine..

I seem to put her more now than myself.

Wondering what's she having for lunch.

Thinking what's she doing now?

Let me be there if you need to someone to talk to. <3

2 was our number.

2 appears when we met.

This number has significant similarity.

The idea was only you and me.

No more than that or it would be 3.

Playing cards was a side dish.

Having you was better than the main course.

You skipped dinner like you always did.

I can't understand why but,

i get it when i kissed your lips.

We never slept the whole day only 2 hours.

That was more than enough having you beside me.

I believe we could last.. <3

Monstress you melt my heart.

Humans are human.

Everyone thinks they are not to blame.

but those who took the blame learnt something.

'We are up one notch above them'.

Cherish,cherish.

Cherish the fantasies of two moons.

We hold the knowledge that screams to be shared.

We make up lies just to get another lie.

The world never ends if people keep smiling.

Long gone the days where everything is for all.

Even love is finding it hard to keep up.

To know someone starts by talking.

To love someone,you won't know how to stop.

Letting it go seemed worse.

Keeping it all,you won't live to see a bright day.

Mad about you.

I see your lips pink and wet.

Those were the signs of the youthful you.

You can see me bake cakes out of the blue.

Nothing is more tender than a kiss moist as dew.

The rain that washes away our stain.

The soothing woos over a boring plain.

You in sight,life seems a bit joyous.

Better than a festive season to note.

Is it I who declared the independency of knowing you.

Because knowing you,i know the meaning behind those relationship.

When will you ever know?

The stars that leaves a scar.

The distance is getting too far now.

Pull a string on me,towards you slowly.

The question you asked me was how?

I said those three words and i'm glad you know it now.

I'm in charge now to tell you all that wonderful.

Leave a hope,never bred these fools.

You say 'what's the time uh dear'

i'll say 'never mind it,knowing you won't take a year.

Withering ends

The words sent down to another mind.

Pretending the moment that never exist.

Climbing out of this humid prediction.

Making things seems like a dimension.

It was said most treasures wealth.

Leaving behind the greatness health.

We set in line for the race to start.

Declining last at the very end :(. 

You're the ship and i'm the captain.

Steer me away with your descriptions.

it will sail as long as you held my hands.

The worst there is was not meant to come just yet.

Let's not think about it,let's nurture it lest not regret.

Do dream's appear when you achieved.

Obstacles blocked and you stop.

There are tree that reminds you.

That everything starts young.

And ends when it starts to disappear.

Lead me there <3

I saw you showing me the way.

You never fail to miss even a day.

Wishing me a goodnight kiss.

You started calling me dear.

Plunge my heart like a spear.

People start listing the years

We end with cheers but started with tears.

You know i won't bored you with just handsigns.

All this time with your presence was gladly fine.

Silence starts without talking.

Love creeps out when there is chemistry.

I start to wonder the use of gifts.

If being with you everyday was in fact so addictive.

I'm lacking in...

We were seen as two lovebirds.

I'm not into puppy love.

It's dying here and it might as well disappear.

People of today are now looking into a more Passionate romance ignited only with two.

Let's bow to love.

Mata and Monstress

Nabiil wrote this for me.Thanks a million beli from me and her.

This is short and sweet but the meaning is important.

Nabiil to Ossan:

I've seen the way you smile, it's always missing some.

Even when you laugh, the things inside never seem enough.

But you know me, as friends we'll always be.

I'm happy.

Don't you just stand there, don't you just sit there.

Don't be afraid to hold her or kiss her on the forehead.

Just wrap her round your hands and fall in love again.

This is for you, my friend.

Don't worry make your stand, we'll be here everytime , we'll be here as a band.

So just fall in love.

Thank you so much nabiil.

<333

MY SILENCE WAS OBVIOUSLY YOUR ABSENCE!

She!

She was this girl! 

She will start this Fire!

She will be the Attention!

She will be the Attacker! 

She will be............... <3

I'm falling for you.

You think of Love.

While i'm thinking of you.

You know i tried stealing a glance of you every time.

Everyone around was ignorant but you.

Throwing a smile at me.

I keep on moving closer to you.

Chasing to find your attention.

Feeling closer every time i wonder.

The wonders i find being that close.

Will you keep this promise?

That falling for me was not a game.