I went outside, into your garden. 

The sun was bright & the air was cool 

And as I stood there listening

Well the birds in your garden they all started singing this song

"Take her now. Don't be scared, it's alright. 

Oh, come on, touch her inside. 

It's a crime against nature - she's been waiting all night. 

Come on, hold her, & kiss her & tell her you care

If you wait 'til tomorrow she'll no longer be there. 

Come on & give it to her. 

You know it's now or never." 

Yeah, the birds in your garden have all started singing this song

days are good will never be the same again

her birthday is coming,i should get something silly for her...hmmm what will it be..
More of like a funny little thing.haha

When we get back,i'm just gonna see you more often.

Stupid stupid Stupid....Why suddenly it's all coming back..Thanks to ali,i suddenly found back the old memories in my drawer. Her pictures,her letters..Ohhh it's coming back to me....
Is it good or bad for me?
I'm so confused..why did i think of her this few days...
something is missing in me..that is her.. that bus stop with the bus 39 or 89

Loving tuesday

I'm getting fatter on the stomach which i find it cute. They look like rubber to me. 

I can't sleep early lately and i've been sleeping at 5 am everyday. it sucks and i don't like the feeling. 

School is opening gotta work alot before i start school. 

I've been writing journals for now ever since that fateful day happens. 

So much love in writing that i'm beginning to enjoy every moment of writing. 

I'll keep writing till i can't write it anymore.

Feeling hungry for rest

I'm so tired now,i'm at work though.The thing that bored me is the workplace itself. 

I'm tired due to boredom.How i wish my life would be so much cheerful. 

Darn i want to be free,travelling and writing whenever i'm free.

All i got to do is work and work. 

That's the only thing that keeps me occupied day by day. 

I'm not lonely but i'm just bored. 

I want to enjoy life.

I"m content for now.

Hi,i'm back and the good news is i'm back now.Everything is alright now.Finally i'm recovered from my misery and back to my good life.Although my life is not that good yet but yeah who says i can't go far. I'm starting to work less and finally able to focus my time more on family and friends.

The best part is having support from everyone. Thanks everyone! love you all like a bitch.

Zaidi is best at doing what he's good at. Making everyone happy and smile. next stop is making a chalet for friends only. they can bring who they like. haha

 :) 

I decided to update at least twice a week if i'm free. 

Good health,Good life and Good luck. 

Sweetness,sweetness,sweetness. 

Considering me...

A great chalet...for my own..

After chalet,then my practical..a time of my teenage life.haha..but well what to do i'm happy? 

I realise i can be the best but i just don't know how to do it..

Let me be the best...haha...

I'm 19

I'm old now..so what? only a year older..haha

sad days are over :)

It's really over,i'm in the process of healing.
yeah..the feeling of happiness is beginning to sip through me.
No partner? it's okay for now..I want to go poly :) i have to go.

CB 200

Will lily be my girlfriend?
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

I love cb 200...oh my darling honda

2nd year

people,i'm in my second year now.

I feel so old ready. 19..darn i'm turning 19 soon. I'm a happy man this year.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.I will have the last laugh later.

I wish jiaqi the best. :)

Hopefully the music..

Music helps to cool me down.But i think this few days jiaqi didn't message me at all.
Hmm...what is happening to her?
She got me worried,who know she's not feeling well this few days.
please text me,you make me worried like hell. :(
after all good bye to u all :)