Think about it,was it really worth to cry for that past.

i can't wait for 2009 to start soon. This may sound crazy but i'm turning 19 soon and gosh i have to serve the army. This is going to be both fun and worrying. Fun is the sooner i serve the army the sooner i'm going out. Worries is that i have to plan what i'm going to do and what i'm going to become. Is it for the good or is it for the worse ? Gosh it is scary? 

And yes i need to make loads of money. Having money with you all the time makes you less worry. haha.

i wish my future would be the best days of my life. 

Imagine 'loaded',having a happy family,World travel,soul mate who loves to travel and most importantly being there as someone useful to the future. 

goodnight :)